Sunday, March 8, 2009

The passing of my father

My father's journey in this life has come to an end.

We were all planning to visit him today. He had been making progress. I am trying to remember now that last conversation we had. The words, those final shared words.

I was supposed to see him again today.

1 comment:

Cindy said...

I am so sorry for your loss. My father passed away Nov. 9, 2008, and until this day I try to think about the last conversations we had during his last two weeks in the hospital.

We worked a crossword puzzle together his last week and that is what I remember so clearly.

You'll never forget... My heart is with you... :)

Flame and Bone

When I was made from fire
Poured into the tender vessel of caution
That keeps my smoke from rising
Quickly did I discover that apart from crisp drizzles or falling snow
The world chilled my touched
Walking the narrow cornered gap between girders and cut stone
One learns to tuck his shoulders in or risk
Jostling a neighbor passing by rapt with want
For a clear path without the distraction
Of another man's boiling eyes
The tip of a finger
That oldest of all weapons
Grown deadlier and pristine in its invention
Gathers a mote of a cinder on its bare flesh
And turns pondering how best to scratch the impious itch
Prying open the tender seam
Where the oil of thought dews
Offering a new wick to ignite
Squirming alive as a salamander of mischief
That yearns for a taste of air it is so ready to devour
The steam of breath betrays me
Before the glint of orange spreads
In popping bright waves
Eroding the fibers feeding it
Leaving naught but ash
As my shell of quietude falls away